sick sick sick.

I just feel so stressed at the minute and I don't want to be.
It may be selfish but I am so happy right now and I can feel the depressive crap starting again.

The past week has been fantastic. He's changed so much and to be honest I couldn't be happier.
I love him so freaking much and I was scared I'd lost him, but he pulled it round. He's changed, he's so kind and considerate and thoughtful.

And then the stress of college, of friends, just seems to make that go away again.

He has his uni interview tomorrow, I hope it goes well.

hm.. not much to say really.

Just stressed, pissed off. I could be doing without this shit right now.

I wish things would change.

fucking horoscopes.

"Significant change is brought about rapidly and unexpectedly in the relationship between your and your possible love interest."

"The Tower represents an explosive charge that is unplanned and uncontrollable but presents a brilliant opportunity for transformation in your forthcoming relationship. Because of circumstances beyond your control, you may have no choice."

"The card that lands in the Situation position refers to social or circumstantial factors which could be affecting your life at this time."

hohum.