ffs... bedtimes.

I'm only posting this thing for your Lora, though I have nothing to say, so.

YOU SUCK.

like, crazy seriously. phahaha.

uhhh. well today I fell over (Y) Went flying on the ice and smacked my hip and my knee which hurt aloty, and it still hurts quite a bit, but whey, it was funny to all those stood outside the pub RIGHT infront of me. ;)

uhh. i should be in bed right now, gotta be up in 6 hours for work. my god I can't be arsed with it.

what else to report. I got a new hat! it's the same one Katy Perry wears so ner, and it's a bear.. cause she knows they're cool. ♥

I cba to write any more, I want my bed. so, so bad. it's calling me.
listen.
'jesssssssssssssssssssssssssssss... come lie in meeeeeeeeeeeee...climb insideeeeeeee'

and with that i'll let you make your own idea's.

;)

ne nar ne nar ne narrrr.

Hello Lora :) Seeing as you're the only person who reads this. Maybe I should give it out to some people, hmmm. See that photo there, on the right? See how sexy me and my old friends were when we were like... 4/5 years old lmfao. ♥ fit assss.

I bought some triops today, and if you don't knwo what they are then you were never a cool kid, which i'm deeply ashamed of but there we go. They're amazing sea creatures that only live for like 5-6 weeks so it's upsetting, but they're mega cool to have whilst they be alive (Y) I currently have them in a little pot under my lamp with multi coloured gravel in and some food stuffs, it looks like a bowl of mould really lmfao. I gotta try and keep the temperature steady or they won't hatch. (you get a pot of eggs and you have to hatch em.. yay!)


Got work tomorrow, really really reallllyyyy can't be arsed tbh, then got a driving lesson straight from work till have 8... then going out round town, and then at work all sunday. So this weekends gonna be a mega long one and i'm gonna be fucked by the end of it. Though thankfully I'm now off college so I have some time. (Y) Hoping one day next week I'll have enough time to go to Derby at least for the day to spend it with Lora♥ and hopefully stay over for the night, should be fun methinks. If all goes to plan this timeee... argh mother /slap.

I should really go to bed, I have to be up early to have a shower and such like, though I'm wide awake and quite facinated by my triops, even though the eggs are like... the size of a pin head so I can't see ANYTHING. .... i like to try. :) ohoh I bought myself some sexy brown furry boots, and a dappy hat from river island (Y) paid £15 for it and then saw on my market one for like £3 almost the same. Hahahaaha ah well, hopefully this one is better quality, nomnom. Also bought myself some sexy socks. They're the tacky christmas design ones, with a draw string at the top and pompoms. So I'm sat wearing the combination of jammy bottoms tucked into socks. A Limp Bizkit 'chocolate starfish and the hot dog flavoured water' t shirt, and a dappy hat. I look so cool.

I am so boreddd. I should just go to bed. nenarnenarnenarrrrr. I might go find my bottle of cactus jacks. nomnomnom apple flavour ♥

fo shizzle. peace.

urgh.

Feel like shit today.

I was meant to be staying at Lora's tonight but my moms being a bitch about it. I have a docs appointment friday morning and she wont let me re-book it. It's ridiculous. She's always going on about how she wants me to spend more time with my mates because she worries about me, so the prime time and she's all NO YOU HAVE TO GO.

ARGH.

I feel like just going back to bed and sleeping the day away, I don't have much better to do. I suppose I could go out and meet up with sarah and people.. would be fun I suppose?

Listening to Lady Gaga to cheer myself up hehe, I'm suprised how much I like her... i've even asked my mom to get me her new album for christmas, shock horror..

Also asked for Pop Party 7 lmfao! ♥

I'm thinking it might be time for some breakfast... co co pops for sure, if we have any.. nomnom nom (Lora♥♥)

Then a shower and get ready me thinks, it's about time, pff. 9.30... this used to be incredibly early for me, now it's mega late haha.

Be rate.

I'm gonna go cheer myself up.


BLA.

California Dreamer..

Well I'm posting this thing as Lora's making me. :P
No one else has the URL for this apart from her so it's pretty pointless, but there we go. I may give it to a few close friends I suppose, depends what I write in here.

Sat with crap on the tv, Noel Fielding was on NMTB so I turned it on and i'm too lazy to get up and turn it off haha, even though its right next to me. Be rate. :)

I should really go to bed as I'm mega tired and have to be up at about 6am so I can wash my hair. I bet it must seem like I sleep so much, i suppose it's what working and college do to you.

It's getting to me a bit about how I have no free time, I miss my friends and doing things other than work and going to college. Don't get me wrong I love my mates at college and I love the course, i just miss spending time with my friends here and just chilling. Now I see them once a week, once every two weeks. It's ridiculous.

Bit disappointed tbh, Annie was meant to be coming tomorrow but now she can't for whatever reason, and she's a bit lame and doesn't text back so I don't even know if she's coming into col or not either. hmmm.

I wish I wasn't here, I don't like being at my parents house. Yeah it's easier in the sense of foods here, it's warm, my stuff is here etc.. internet, whatever. Though I just feel so uncomfortable aroudn them. Maybe that's a bit harsh but being sat down stairs with them watching a movie, i feel on edge and like I can't wait for it to be over so I can go upstairs. God knows, maybe I'm just wierd.

blaaaaa I have nothing to write though I'll ramble anyway.

I miss Ali :( I've hardly spoken to her for the past few weeks and I miss her lots. I have so much I need to talk to her about and no one else really that I can. Ali's like my big sister, she's part of me and I love her.. murr. missing her lots. ♥

My minds a bit fucked up at the minute. I'm so confused and have so much going through my head I can hardly concentrate. Maybe it'd just be easier if I disappeared. I know it'd solve alot of problems for me and for others. hmmm.. I don't know.

On a brighter note, I want to go and see St Trinnians 2, I might make someone go with me at some point to see it.. it's a bit girly for me but I liked the first one so pff.

Not looking forward to work over the next few weeks, longer hours which means even less time, though I suppose I'm not at college so it means I'll have free time, just be too tired and cold to do anything with it. God I'm a whiney bastard lmfao.

Ah that'll do, I have nothing to report and this was pointless.


BLA.