California Dreamer..

Well I'm posting this thing as Lora's making me. :P
No one else has the URL for this apart from her so it's pretty pointless, but there we go. I may give it to a few close friends I suppose, depends what I write in here.

Sat with crap on the tv, Noel Fielding was on NMTB so I turned it on and i'm too lazy to get up and turn it off haha, even though its right next to me. Be rate. :)

I should really go to bed as I'm mega tired and have to be up at about 6am so I can wash my hair. I bet it must seem like I sleep so much, i suppose it's what working and college do to you.

It's getting to me a bit about how I have no free time, I miss my friends and doing things other than work and going to college. Don't get me wrong I love my mates at college and I love the course, i just miss spending time with my friends here and just chilling. Now I see them once a week, once every two weeks. It's ridiculous.

Bit disappointed tbh, Annie was meant to be coming tomorrow but now she can't for whatever reason, and she's a bit lame and doesn't text back so I don't even know if she's coming into col or not either. hmmm.

I wish I wasn't here, I don't like being at my parents house. Yeah it's easier in the sense of foods here, it's warm, my stuff is here etc.. internet, whatever. Though I just feel so uncomfortable aroudn them. Maybe that's a bit harsh but being sat down stairs with them watching a movie, i feel on edge and like I can't wait for it to be over so I can go upstairs. God knows, maybe I'm just wierd.

blaaaaa I have nothing to write though I'll ramble anyway.

I miss Ali :( I've hardly spoken to her for the past few weeks and I miss her lots. I have so much I need to talk to her about and no one else really that I can. Ali's like my big sister, she's part of me and I love her.. murr. missing her lots. ♥

My minds a bit fucked up at the minute. I'm so confused and have so much going through my head I can hardly concentrate. Maybe it'd just be easier if I disappeared. I know it'd solve alot of problems for me and for others. hmmm.. I don't know.

On a brighter note, I want to go and see St Trinnians 2, I might make someone go with me at some point to see it.. it's a bit girly for me but I liked the first one so pff.

Not looking forward to work over the next few weeks, longer hours which means even less time, though I suppose I'm not at college so it means I'll have free time, just be too tired and cold to do anything with it. God I'm a whiney bastard lmfao.

Ah that'll do, I have nothing to report and this was pointless.


BLA.